This past week has been really great.
I was able to talk to my advisor about my
semester thus far, and I told her that the
classes aren't bad, and the work isn't too
difficult compared to last year, but for
some reason, my work just isn't up to par
with what I feel it should be.
Last year I would make projects that were
extremely difficult to execute, and because
all the students' skill levels were different,
I wouldn't mind that my work would look
awful compared to someone else's because
I was proud of what I had accomplished.
This semester should result in far better
work because not only is it "easier" but I
am in my major, but that hasn't been the
case. Teresa helped me realized that this is
probably because I don't feel challenged
or creative enough.
After I realized this I felt so relieved that I
had not lost my skill at being a designer,
but rather I had just lost some inspiration.
Since then I have felt so much better, and I
feel like I can create good work again. I really
think that this Grey's project is going very
well so far.
My other classes are also improving.
Thank God I have just over a month to prove
to my teachers that I can indeed design.
:]

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